I have a thought to put my "Graduation Speech" articles in a book. Perhaps that can give some insight between Oriental and German culture :)

Anyway to make long story short, I was pretty down yesterday because I felt I was being judged - and saying that I did not put my heart in my work. It struck me pretty badly but I am not really the retaliating type of person. Found no words to fight back. Should start being more mean and sarcastic, lost the skills long time ago when I decided to speak with kindness. The best I can do today is to give cold shoulder.

Anyhow, God is good. After early sport and as I sit in my office today, I thought -"Damm it with all the condemnations! Ambil yang jernih buang yang keruh. I will continue to do my best without selling my soul and life to work!" and I just feel this joy that "I have a new slate to start off today" so got to get back to work - have two complete German project proposals to write. Deadline is middle of the month. So wish me all the best!

Have a wonderful weekend.