Do you get tired of loving God?

Some of us might be a Christian for very very long. But does time matter in our relationship with God?

Esther 4:

Do you actually know why are you doing what you are doing currently? Is this what God wants you to do or is this something what you want to do? How do you actually know that you are doing what God wants you to do? For every single decision that we want to make do we actually trust in God or are we making ourselves believe that we are trusting God when we are trusting in our own strength.

I just don't understand why am I doing this....I meant typing and posting a blog...something that I don't think I will be doing few years ago. Well, it doesn't matter though. Have been doing a lot of things that I don't think I will be doing...so see ya..hopefully got more to come from me...but this might be my last as well...hahahaha