I am reading through a published paper of mine to draw the boundaries on what I should write and what I should keep clear for the next paper. However, as I read through this published paper of mine is of shock and yeah "paiseh". I have tables wrongly referred and part of the numbers in the tables are actually wrong. Good thing this does not impact the conclusion that I draw... so I don't have to submit a correction request... but this is so frustrating and I am so dissapointed on me.

Wrote this on the way back from the conference:

"Exceedingly, Abundantly, and Beyond". These three words capture my mind as I was listening to the message this morning. There had been some problem with work but God opened the door unexpectedly. However, opening the door means my mind needs to start on creative and innovative work - something I had not been very good at lately. Sometimes, I feel just so tired and it seems like my brain is so dry. Perhaps I am physically tired and emotionally tired- Chinese New Year is around the corner but family is so far away.

The message today reminds me again... Jesus promised me abundant life and so I will trust in His promises.

Lord I hand my day to you, my problems to you, my sins and I want to step into your grace and start my day right in your blessing and the abundant life that you promised me. Amen! 

I wanted to do my PhD and started writing to various Universities in 2006. Praise the Lord, I got a position in University Kassel  and started working / my PhD.