Taking a break from work. I am tired. Actually I think I can handle the work load, only sometimes in this land of foreign language - I feel like I am such a fool. Something being spoken and you only understand part of it. And you have a colleague who instead just explain to you will tell you - "Don't tell me you did not get it - it was mentioned ....", "Here you go again- playing dumb" - I can say it's pretty demotivating. I admit - I am the blur type. Had been all the time blur but happily blur. Now no more happily blur.

If you take Monday as the first day then today is the start of a new week. We had a guest over for the weekend and had lots of fun showing Kassel around. Took walks along the Fulda river and in the Willhelmshöhe hill park. It was a wonderful weekend. Logically I should be energized after such a weekend. However, I feel so tired and lethargic when I turn on the computer in my office  to start working! Hmmm .... is this lazy or overwhelmed. Anyhow, I have many deadlines this month, this week itself I have two! So feelings aside, deep breath, focus and start working!